*hesitates a moment*
But she's in a bad state. One she'll never really recover from. So it will be a while before I can let you see her. There's a lot of damage to undo, and she'll never be normal. But she's being taken care of... I promise you that.
*she nodded slowly* I know... i just... feel like this is my fault... her being this way.... She... She didn't deserve to be brought into The world she was..... and i was powerless to prevent it... her pain and suffering....
*her lip quivered but she quickly stopped it. putting on her usual whatever face in an attempt to not break down* Even so.. she.. She deserved better... But anyway.. the past is the past right? *she said. her eyes becoming a little duller than usual* I swear on my life that i will never.. ever have any children again... ever.. even if things could be better for them.. i can't bear it... i'm not even sure i'll ever be able to face her... or want to...
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It wasn't as hard for Azuli to make that choice. she didn't have to go through the birth and loss as many times as i did...
*she let him kiss her. but didn't return it. not because she didn't want to. but because she's really deep in her thoughts right now. but she did move her hand over to his to hold it. and gripped gently*
I.. i think so.. *she looked at him* Do you... think we can...um.. *she sat her sushi and book down* Have some fun?... i need something to take my mind off of it..
*Kind of surprised at the suggestion since getting it on either with him, someone else, or herself has always been her go to coping mechanism when it comes to Stress and Anxiety*
Um.. I guess??? that does sound kind of nice... i could use a drink.... or two.. maybe three..
*She pushes a button on her remote that opens a Hole in the floor where a Pole begins to Ascend to the ceiling and she goes to start dancing on it whileholding her glass*
Likewiseeeee sexy~ Heheh.... Ooo... Another snack~ *she said. rolling over. her cheek against his cock. before she licked it and took it in her mouth. sucking a little*
Funny *giggle, Hic* I don't recall hearing any words coming from you... *She said as she kissed and sucked his neck as she grinded and bounced on his cock*
That's cause sometimes... ya gotta shut up and enjoy it~ but i love hearing your moans and grunts thoughhhH~ They're sexy~ *she said as she kept going*
I'd enjoy the company.. *she said. sitting up. grabbing him by the horns and in a groggy drunken state just starts moving him around like she's a Airplane pilot* Neeiirr...